feelings.......

It’s so difficult to move on…
Even though had tried n tried not to think about it.
Wonder if it was any easier for the other party.
You may think that they have forgotten. May be not?
You may think the other party doesn’t miss u. May be not?
But guess this was really the best that it can be.
But either way were hurtful.
Try not to waste on these feelings.
But is it really a waste? Hope not….
Cos it shows how much a person appreciates it.
Not to waste on these feelings means, don’t let it destroy your joy.
Although, it can lead to emotionally not stabilize and to the extend to crazy..
You have friends to support you.
Stay strong. The advice to this matter & most matter.
God will give you JOY and STRENGTH. AMEN!
I hope this friendship will still be alive in the future.

P/s – that is why my blog it’s H.O.P.E

I’m soooo BLESSED?!

Fat la... fat la… nowonder I gained weight… -.-
I’ve been eating steam boat buffet 3 days STRAIGHT…..!!!! this is CRAZY okay~!!!
Omg… T.T 1st was on Friday 20th, my friend Tjien Houi’s bday…we went “summer” in Sunway Mentari. Then, the next day, Saturday.. ate with family in ss18, Subang Jaya. Then, on Sunday…in my cousin’s house… T.T

Lucky I dint really eat much yesterday. Lol.. Talking bout that.. I need to top up FOOD in my house again… hehe!

Lagoon for a Birthday…

Wendy’s brother, Jian Onn had his 16th bday party in Sunway Lagoon last Sunday (15/03/09)! Lol. with his other sister Pui Teng n their cousins Pui Yee, Kelly and Jian Hong. n...n...me! special guess! >.< can consider as his god sister! ahahaha.. XD It was so random! We went after church, Sunday school teacher’s meeting Reached at 2pm. Lagoon closes at 6pm! 4 hours??! Both wet n dry park which cost us almost RM 60 OKAY?!? Well it was RM 48 la.. then RM 10 was the deposits! Yeap.. we played almost everything…but it started raining around 5 plus. Sad…T.T

Anyway, got Wendy to play things that she don’t normally play.. hahaha~~! After so long… XD
In the end, we were all worn out when we visited the “beach”!! the next morning, my both arms were in pain… like…till today! Is as if that I don’t have the strength to lift it up! T.T

we went tp pyramid for dinner... KFC~!! XD and bought a cake for him!
Happy bday to u again Jian Onn! thanks for the dinner! lol.. XD

I need a massage….anyone? mari??..... ^^

HIV home

Went for HIV home called “Crisis Home” in OUG, KL. A simple outing that normally people don’t visit to. cos normally ppl visit orphanages..we did something different!

Went there with 5 cars. With ICF people. I think is was around 18 of us.. lol. In that home, there were around 10 plus of them and mostly are all middle age man and a 15 years old kid. Most of them were drug addicts. We were told not to wear sexy clothes… lol..like not even 3quarter pants. Lol.
We ICF ppl meet up in college at 10am. We had briefing first and then, tried to leave as soon as possible.. guess what no one knew how to get there.. lol.. we were all just so lost and keep on u- turning back to a direction or tring out other directions. We also tried asking people around on how we get to that place. It was as if we were on a road trip.
It was really LOL. We were super late.

Reached there, don’t know wat to say at first but lucky it’s programmed. So we just follow it and pass our time. since also we were out off time.
We were also not allow to give our numbers to any of them incase things happens. And if we girls wana fellowship with them, we must have at least a guy friend beside us.
Anyway we started with worship. Had 4 different language of songs. Bahasa, English, mandarin and tamil. Played games. It was really funny…they were open minded. We had fun. Then it was lunch, we ate roti canai and while eating we fellowship with them. Then lastly we had testimonial time. a few ppl shared, it was really touching. How Jesus saved them n touch all theirs and our lives. We end up with a song. N that’s it. Simple yet fun! =)

Throughout the whole visit… guess wat..i was surprised. We all had trouble with interacting with them even though most of us are “Chinese”… lol….we called most of us nowadays “banana”.. where a Chinese does not know how to speak Chinese. Sad case…this is the biggest LOL. Yes we struggled a little. From translating English to mandarin, canto, bahasa and tamil. Anyway, well done! We did it~! We translate it with simple words and also thanks to Brian’s friend who was the only Indian guy there to help us translate to the Indians. Thank God! ^^ with him translating was much better than we try to explain it in bahasa. Lol.

Came back around 3.30pm, took a nap. Had dinner with my family. My cousin had a new born baby girl.. it was her full moon! And today is Benjamin and leo’s birthday! So happy birthday to u guys! Hope u guys enjoy n have a blast! God bless n take care! =)


Luv, Kye.

THE DAY

I woke up at 9am on Friday. Went to college to combine my part of my assign with my group mates and then print out both assign. Went for my 10-11am class for 10 min, took attendance and then rush to concourse to perform a sketch called “the Bench” for English Day. It was a little spontaneous because we dint had much practice due to our different time table and weeks b4 that, we’re actually cracking our heads off to make this sketch happen. Well wala~ it did!! U can read wat the sketch is all about in Han Lim’s blog that I linked to.
I was the nerdy girl in the sketch. Lol.

After English Day, I went for lunch and then to ICF at 1-3pm, after that rushed to the White valentines’ booth. I had to go back home to get a dress for one of the Juliet LOL. We were in a rush because White valentine starts at 7pm and she needed to prepare early, all the makes up n all. Came back to college around 4 plus. Then took a rest at Christine’s “my place” apartment with Brit.

Prepared, ate dinner n went to college to help up Christine with her clothes, make up, and hair. Yes she was also one of the Juliet. =)

The event begin, yup, kinda ended at 11pm.

I had a long day……but really had fun although I was rushing 2 assign b4 that…. Zzzz..
Then Brit came overnight at my house to go for the HIV home the next morning! Wuhoo~!!

So to be continue in the next blog…. Ahhaahaha~!!!
Happy reading again! XD


Luv, Kye.

the day before THE DAY

What happened was.. I stayed back in college on Thursday night for the white valentines’ practice for the last time because the event is on the next day which is Friday night where Romeo(s) & Juliet(s) practice their full rehearsal on their cat walk, dressing and dance. That time a had to also finish up 2 assignments. Finance and moral. Both I did almost finishing. Thought wanted to finish it in college when I have the time. I was looking for computers after dinner because library n lab was closed. Guess what, I found a computer for me to use in college… and I tried to open up my file from my pen drive, both of my assign couldn’t be opened and it is because thanks to the powderful virus from duno where!!! Perhaps during transferring or file from another pen drive or some computer is really useless…sigh..i tried to clear it so many times at that time..

So, I have to redo both all over again where I have to hand it up both by Friday 12pm. I panicked. But lucky my finance classmate was still around doing the same assignment. So I got help from him. After half an hour, I’ve got only the last question left but the place I was using the computer needed to close.
So I was like ok…let me save it properly this time and send my work to my email.it’s always safer that way. But guess wat again, I couldn’t attach the file to the mail cos the file was “dangerous” lol… so, I make sure I save it properly and it could be open when I get home. N hope I can finish it.

I had to stay back till 11pm on Thursday night because it was really the last practice for them..they keep on practice their walk, their pose n their dance! It was repeat n repeat n repeat! Nvrm…anyway..yea I reached home around 11.30pm. rushed to my bro’s computer. Open file. Wala~! ……but..…..shit……….the file that I saved cannot be open again!!! T.T n really…i’ve to do it over AGAIN~!!!!! But this time lucky I have an extra copy of it in the comp..and so lucky that my friends was still awake!
(I actually cried cos I couldn’t take it!!)

BUT don’t forget I’ve got another assignment to hand up too which I have to redo the whole thing..that I don’t have any extra copy in the comp…sigh how stupid I kept on forgetting to send a copy to my email…T.T but lucky thing I got my power point to help me remember my points… but still!! I then finally finish both by 2.30 am.
Zzzzzz at 3am…..

JASON MRAZ day…N etc…

WuHoO~!!!! Went to Jason’s concert yesterday 4/3/09 at 8pm, stadium Negara, KL! It was AWESOME~!! XD Went with Nate, Pui Mun, Pei Vern, May Ling and Han Lim and other 2 of May Ling’s fren!
Went with 3 cars! Lol… guess wat… when we arrived, was about to get in… someone gave us a ticket of Rock Zone (Rm 138) for free!! Well, it was like “extra” to them. The lady told us to call a friend to come…but I was thinking…well its bit too late to ask ppl to come coz we are entering in edi….dun expect us who are holding the tickets to wait or to go in then go out again…btw, we bought the Rock Zone, Rm 138.

Anyway, it was really cool….he can really sing..~!! He has a nice voice….was confident on stage! N he’s HOT too~!! His songs so nice~ some of them I’ve never listen to it before but it was still so nice.. lol.. XD he kinda sang quite a lot of songs tho.. I recorded almost all of it yesterday! Especially his famous song “I’m yours” EVERYONE was taking their phones out to record it.. I mean almost EVERYONE. Others song not so popular. .not so much people record it. Lol.. Man I tell u, he knows how to rock the stage!

There are times which some people are quite annoying!! In the middle of the crowd, there was this malay lady who pushes everyone around trying to get her way through to the front!! I was like…wth?! Not to say she can see anything extra also… -.-

Then, the last 2 songs, there’s this girl get carried up by her 2 friends…she was like blocking me n a lot other ppl!! N she was up like for so long!! Then, she did it again!! No one “boo” her but heard some complained….then I just frankly “hoi…” then after a while she came down.. then the THIRD time she was carried up..trying to take pictures! She made me lose my patience!! I was about to scold her b*****…but dint….felt like giving her a BIG slap! Seriously! I mean come on la~! Use brain can ah?! Use common sense can ah? Like, she’s not the only one who wana see him..and a lot people who are shorter dun even get a view but to look at the screen in front of us~! Sigh..i kinda stared at them a lil…n they knew~!!!!! -.-

Talking bout Jason Mraz’s T-Shirt…wanted to buy it so badly….regret that we dint buy it earlier before the concert starts when its cheaper…after the concert, the shirt cost 4 time more expensive!!! So dint buy…. Freaking expensive wei~!!

Today is my mom’s bday! (5th march) And it’s the day my nose suddenly went back on track! Lol.. so irritating… well we took mummy to eat crab in Puchong..it was alright.. =) bro bought her a dozen of roses! So sweet~! ^^ n we’re getting her something else with a spa~! Lol..

This week onwards is going to be much busier.. where all kinds of event are around! This Friday ICF is having HIGH PRAISE n they were having GREENEVOLUTION at the same time too~! Then, this sat FES organized an event called OPS GEGAR.
Next Friday, college is having 2 event. 1) English day and 2) white valentine.

English day is in the afternoon the theme is “inspired by movies”…college players are planning to do a sketch. Some are doing some dance.. I’m involve with the sketch…sudd I was also told that they wanted me to dance too…
For the White Valentine, there are some people performing dance..hip hop n latin American and gonna have some cat walks too.. so I’ve been called to help up to teach some moves and routines..
So means tat, ive to stay back every day to practice both dance and sketch… LOL~!!!!
Then, Saturday ICF is going to visit the HIV’s~!! lol….
Wish me all the best! Ahhaa~! HOPE things will turn out cool~ =)
Gtg sleep…night…
Have a good day people! ^^

Luv, Kylie.

Unforgettable

The moment I pass by a road or at the street, I remembered it clearly.
The place I went and things I eat, is all memorable.
The music I listened to, the show I watched is all in my mind.
When I’m awake or when I’m asleep. It’s always there.
Feelings come, hardly go. Why is it so?
The jokes we share, the hard times we bare. Aren’t we at the same boat?
Whatever it links, it just reminds me of him.
The ring a wear, there’s a meaning to it. Only he knows what I’m feeling.
Forget it or forget not. Please help me God.

emo huh? lol....